I think what you said about looking for somebody just to make things better, rather than searching for some kind of completion is absolutely correct. I really do have a lot of things to figure out, and this will be a good time to do it. I'm sure that I'll be able to love somebody equally in the future, but every person loves and is loved in a special way, I think. I'm definitely not going to be ready for or looking for that for quite some while, though.

Fightclub does sound strangely good right now.